Well the time and tough times that experience in a new place was. Well it was an eye opener, I mean this by the fact that.
Moving to a new place, to build a new beginning, a new fresh start has not gone well.
I’ve worked hard and was on an amazing path, but then. The worst happened,
I was laid off again.
Being laid off of an employer is the worst feeling, it’s the kinda feeling that makes you feel ” I’m I worthless, I’m i worthy ”
If I’m good enough person to do this job.
Now I know that many other people struggle and stuffer, just at much at me.
Now with this title statement that I’ve made , I will say this.
Nova Scotia is really not a place for new comers, I mean this. Nova Scotia is a place of high tax, high cost of food and high cost of living and low paying jobs.
Don’t get me wrong, the views and the people are amazing. But that is it, the non jobs and low pay rate is pathetic.
I know this might be a harsh statement coming from me, but im out sider. I’m the person that’s non judgmental or bias.
I just given my own experiences that I’ve gone through.
first off i had a job and a place lined up, when I arrived to Nova Scotia June 10, 2017 that all fell through.
I found my self distraught and upset, I found my self home less. Knowing now what do i do where do I go, well I know me and my determination of bettering my self I stayed.
I found refugees at a homeless shelter and stayed there for a bit, that bit lasted for a few months. No job on welfare and trying to convince my self. Why I’m I hear, perhaps I’m here for a higher power. But I figured that that higher power is. Me finding myself. Finding that happy place in my life, I can’t describe or not explain now why I came here. Perhaps I wanted to see the ocean on the east side, maybe I came here in search of my self.
So I’ve came to think this, my time here is done. I’ve had some interesting experiences and met a lot of great people. And had some hard times, but it’s a time to move on, put this behind me and move.
I’ll be a little said cause a part of me wanted to stay, but I just couldn’t handle it no longer. I have to think what is best for me, and only me.
I’m not going to lie, I’m a little up set that I just couldn’t make this place work out for me here, even knowing that I did meet a few interests for me, but my mind was already made up prior to that.
So let’s start a new thing here a new way of happiness in ones life, find my roots and where I came from.