Christmas Eve Today and im now feeling down, knowing that tomorrow is, well Christmas Day. its been a long time since i remember being along on a day like today. So today i make this promise to myself, my promise is to be happy with who i am and love my self. move forward and respect others and such.
this is the time of year where my problems are of no concern, there are others that are less fortunate and all. And they need help and support, so i plan to volunteer my time and all to those that need it more, i believe making someones day bright and all, would be by for the most rewarding thing one person can give.
So lets mark this date as a new staple in my life, for i believe this is good for my heart and soul.
great people around me and great accomplishments i have made, will only make things for me better in the long run.
but since its now Christmas now and such i find my self alone and a bit lost, missing those that matter the most to me and the one i lost. its a heard truth that I’m in this spot in my life cause of me.
We gain the strength of the temptation we resist. Ralph Waldo Emerson
It’s natural to feel a mix of emotions around the holidays. But, even if you are by yourself, you can still enjoy every minute! With no presents stacked under a non-existent Christmas tree, no schedule for preparing an elaborate meal and no screaming children, you are free! You can be just a little selfish and experience a celebration of your independent self.
I think there must be something wrong with me, Linus. Christmas is coming, but I’m not happy. I don’t feel the way I’m supposed to feel. I just don’t understand Christmas, I guess. I like getting presents and sending Christmas cards, and decorating trees and all that, but I’m still not happy. I always end up feeling depressed. -Charlie Brown