Well this marks being a full year now and still single; well this is not really a bad thing. It lets me to heal and fix more about my self; as I grow and change for the better i see a bigger picture for my self and want more.
Since my time Halifax I’ve had the pleasure of meeting some great people and been on some great dates; But there is only two that got away. Two people that would have been great, And one out of the two would have been amazing. But me being me and feeling closed off only messed up those opportunity’s.
Perhaps I’m closed off closed off cause; Im still hurt or still love my ex.
I know I’m over her but i still care about her; she was a bit inspiration to me in my life now. But i was not happy with my self and ruined everything in that relationship.
But they say life lessons are learned.
but i think perhaps more time for me would be good for me
Perhaps the best course of action in ones life is to; except whats to come and love it, but i will not allow myself to settle for anything less. I believe that life did give me something that was amazing; and i messed it up, it’s not that hard to admit that anymore; but its a hard truth to admit to myself.
So the move i will make, will continue on being happy with myself and loving my self; cause they say how can one love them anyone, with out loving them self first.