Well its been a struggle and its been hard work and determination on my own life to be happy with my self and to learn to love my self. Ive over come most of my own personal demons and learned to accept who i am.
The better version of my self is being shown to the one person that has noticed and is very happy and proud of me.
this is the one and only thing I’ve been wanting to hear, the one thing that has allowed peace in my own life to be happy. And to continue my journey to improving myself, I will honestly say i feel amazing.
The fact that it took this long, for one person that means the world to me. to notice this change in my life, is by far the greatest feeling to me. it really means the world to me that i can now learn to be happy with my self and find love. finding love in my self and loving my self as this new and better version of my self, i also feel great full knowing that im on the right path in my life.
“Life, he realized, so often became a determined, relentless avoidance of pain-of one’s own, of other people’s. But sometimes pain had to be acknowledged and even touched so that one could move into it and through it and past it. Or else be destroyed by it.”
― Mary Balogh,