So today I had to over think of my life and all the pain and hurt I’ve caused to those that I was supposed to be protect, care for and love unconditionally.
I’ve lied, was disrespectful and all, why did I ever do any of this, I’m still trying to figure it out. I was never ever like that with any relationship in the passed, if anything I was a dick, verbally abusive, and on 1 or twice before I was physically abusive. Now just so you know I’m 40 Now and that kinda thing happen with I was 17-19 years of age.
I’m 40 Now and that kinda thing happen with I was 17-19 years of age.
So now that’s out there, let’s let the healing begin, I’m said and very upset with my self, cause all I was really wanting was my ex of over 9 years. To be my best friend. I still care about her and will always will.
it’s a said thought I know right, but it’s a pain I caused on the person I was to love and all, nothing is more hurtful then me admitting that i regret never living up to my promise and all
Me admitting that i regret never living up to my promise and all
I’ve been single now for almost coming up to a year now, and well I’ve lived with the pain and this regret and self hate for long enough, I’ve been completely erased out of ones life.
But hey I’m sure there may more reasons, why it was what happen.
So let’s start off fresh and new, be that better version of my self that I’m so thriving to become.
Winnipeg, Manitoba Born and Lived in Calgary, Alberta.
Now Living In Halifax, Nova Scotia.
A Journeyman Plumber and Avid Blogger And vlogger.
On A Journey of happiness and Self Worth and Self Love