So as November rolls up on me, I’m finding my self in a position where. I’m either confused on my direction I want to go in my life, or distracted by many possibilities that can come to me.
It’s come to a realization that my old life is now becoming in the past and is a no more.
I find it hard to try and accept this as, it was a better of a decade that we where something. I do know that I have accepted this responsibility as my own, as it was me that drove them away. My insecurities, my jealousy and such. Was my own demons that push the one that I said I Love you Too.
So now I take my life one day at a time, focusing on me and only me, taking this time to find who I am as a man and as a person.
I did make a promise and I made this promise, and I shale live up to this promise, if they know it or not. But perhaps this promise is for me and me alone.
To become a better version of my self, to be happy with my self and to love my self.
So I will take this new life one day at a time, focusing on my health, mental state, and focusing on my new happiness that I’m building with in my self.